plizz.jgn wt ak skit ati ngn ko..

lps ni da xyh nk tgk muka ko lg.

lega cket ati ak ni.

bkn pe pn.naek rimas nk lyn prangai ko.

kdg2 ase annoying sgt.

sowy.ak bkn owg yg sesuai 

yg ko leh wt kwn.yg leh

ikt sume ap yg ko nk.

ak x ckp ak pndy.n ak pn x ckp ko b****.

p kalo nk crry mark ko tggi,,

ko kne laa usaha lbh cket.xleh

sntiase nk arapkn ak tolong ko.

ak pn ad keje ak yg nk d buat.

kalo ko x phm sklipn,,

tny lah owg leh.kalo xleh sgt

pn, at lez ad dict dpn ko.

tenet pn leh gne gk.

leh cri meaning bnde yg ko x phm 2.

cm2 gk ble ak stdy.

ak x ckp ak bgs.pndy.p ak try tuk

phm bnde2 2.

ko xleh jdkn yg ko x phm bi

sbgai alasan ko.

byk cara lg yg ko leh wt 

tuk ko phm bnde alah 2 sume.

ak x ksh nk tlg ko.cket pn x.

p kalo ko x tlg dri ko sndr lg ssh.

xleh nk arapkn ak semata.

sbb ak taw ak ni bknnye btol sgt pn.

ak taw level ak smpy mne.

gpn x sume bnde ak leh tlg.

ble ko pny carry marks ko cket,xlulus pn,,

ko bising,,ko sdey,,da ak nk wt cmne lg.

ak da tolong ko pn.ko tny, ak jwb

selagi ak mampu.

da taw cm2 usaha laa lbh cket tuk test 2.

ni x.ckp nk bnti blaja laa.

itu laa.ini laa.bknnye ko nk usaha lbh.

nk give up ad laa.

da ko x usaha cmne nk taw ko leh wt.

ak pn da xtaw nk ckp cmne.

ko sndr taw ap yg btol tuk ko.

yg plg ak trase mse test ari 2.

ko sebok2 nk tny.ak nk pndg ko pn ssh.

ko taw2 je laa mata puan 2 liar semacam je.

ak da jwb ap yg ak taw.

gpn bknnye ak taw sgt nk jwb soalan 2.

2 pn men hentam je.

xtaw btol o salah.

ni tny smpy ak naek rimas.

nk wt keje pn x senang.

abs test 2 leh lak ko ckp

ak wt diam je ble ko tny !

ap ak ni ckp ngn tunggul ke mse test 2 ?!

bkn ckp ngn ko ke ?

ko asyk tnye ak je.

ble mse ak nk jwb soalan ak ?

kalo cm2 bia ak je laa jwb sume tuk ko.

pk laa cket.bkn ko sowg je yg test.

ak pn amk test gk.nk jwb test gk.

p jgn laa tny byk2 kli bnde yg ak da gtaw.

ak da gtaw ak ap yg ak taw.

mkne nye stkt 2 je laa yg ak taw.

mgigil 1 bdn sbb nk mrh sgt tyme 2.

p ak sbr lg.sbb kte pn duk lam hall lg.

gpn ak xnk jd bnde len lak.

ak xmrh ko nk mnx tlg ak.

p pk laa cket.ak pn kejar mse gk

tyme 2.nk jwb soalan lg.

nk pndg ko lg.

ak pnt laa cmni.ak xnk laa

ak sowg je yg usaha sume.

p ko xnk brubah pn.

kalo x dpt wt tuk test ni.

struggle laa lbh lg tuk final nnt.

x smstinye tyme final ak duk dkt ngn ko.

ko jgn laa wt smpy ak fed up ngn ko.

sbr ak pn ad had jgk.

ak tkot ak da pns ati ngn bnde len,,

ko lak tmbh ngn prangai ko,,

len lak jd nye nnt.

brubah laa k.ak ckp ni pn sbb ko kwn ak.

kalo ko xnk carry paper lg sem ni,,

struggle laa tuk final nnt k.

hope kte sme2 pass sume sbject sem ni.

i hate you !

These so called friends who let me down

Who made me feel as though I would drown?

My heart was broken, like a death to grieve,

These friends of mine, set out to deceive.

We had been friends for many years,

With much laughter, fun and tears,

We’d had good times, but that was past, 

Like many things they did not last.

They did not invite me,

The hurt they caused,

They did not ring or call, 

I think that just about say’s it all.

In my awful dark despair,

I really thought they would care,

A note, a card, or even some flowers,

But they were too mean to even use these powers.

They left me crying and so upset,

How could they, and yet,

“I’m alright” they probably said,

We don’t care, we’ll go ahead,

They carried on it did not matter,

They all went out for chatter,

No doubt to bitch, to stir and moan,

But they had left me, all alone.

When days were darkest, and self esteem so low,

They came through with flying colours,

These friends did not, that’s all that matters.

The pain they caused will not go away,

It cuts deep and strong to this day,

To put the phone down on me, screaming abuse,

To lie and try to cover up, Oh God, this is so obtuse.

I did not think I needed to explain,

But my questioning why? Fell in vain,

They tried to say I was over reacting,

They were going to invite me, but did not exactly!

How can people be so mean?

When I was always there so keen,

They did not deserve me as a friend,

I finally realized this in the end.

No peace in their lives will they ever find,

They let a friend down badly, not kind!

They bitched and moaned about each other,

This I will not miss, and don’t want the bother.

I am better, kinder, they will ever be,

Love, respect, they no longer have for me,

To me they are forever gone,

And in my life they no longer belong.

A dignified silence is all that remains,

I’m free now from all the pain,

I realize now they were not real friends,

But used me for their own selfish ends.

I really think they will, miss me,

But I’ve left them alone, and let it be,

I miss them not; it turns out in the end,

Be content with yourself, why defend?

Stand tall, be proud, have peace within,

It is only then you can begin 

To be content with the way you are,

Have faith in yourself your a shining star,

Do not let friends put you down,

Destroy your love; stamp it into the ground,

Do not put up with their moans and groans,

Settle this knowledge into your bones.

I am happy now and glad of heart,

That these friends and I are apart,

I’ve moved on now and left them behind, 

To each other they will never be kind.

To the rest of my life new friends have come,

Ones that you can really depend and rely on,

So take heed from my awful quest,

And remember, NEW friends really can be BEST