plizz.jgn wt ak skit ati ngn ko..

lps ni da xyh nk tgk muka ko lg.

lega cket ati ak ni.

bkn pe pn.naek rimas nk lyn prangai ko.

kdg2 ase annoying sgt.

sowy.ak bkn owg yg sesuai 

yg ko leh wt kwn.yg leh

ikt sume ap yg ko nk.

ak x ckp ak pndy.n ak pn x ckp ko b****.

p kalo nk crry mark ko tggi,,

ko kne laa usaha lbh cket.xleh

sntiase nk arapkn ak tolong ko.

ak pn ad keje ak yg nk d buat.

kalo ko x phm sklipn,,

tny lah owg leh.kalo xleh sgt

pn, at lez ad dict dpn ko.

tenet pn leh gne gk.

leh cri meaning bnde yg ko x phm 2.

cm2 gk ble ak stdy.

ak x ckp ak bgs.pndy.p ak try tuk

phm bnde2 2.

ko xleh jdkn yg ko x phm bi

sbgai alasan ko.

byk cara lg yg ko leh wt 

tuk ko phm bnde alah 2 sume.

ak x ksh nk tlg ko.cket pn x.

p kalo ko x tlg dri ko sndr lg ssh.

xleh nk arapkn ak semata.

sbb ak taw ak ni bknnye btol sgt pn.

ak taw level ak smpy mne.

gpn x sume bnde ak leh tlg.

ble ko pny carry marks ko cket,xlulus pn,,

ko bising,,ko sdey,,da ak nk wt cmne lg.

ak da tolong ko pn.ko tny, ak jwb

selagi ak mampu.

da taw cm2 usaha laa lbh cket tuk test 2.

ni x.ckp nk bnti blaja laa.

itu laa.ini laa.bknnye ko nk usaha lbh.

nk give up ad laa.

da ko x usaha cmne nk taw ko leh wt.

ak pn da xtaw nk ckp cmne.

ko sndr taw ap yg btol tuk ko.

yg plg ak trase mse test ari 2.

ko sebok2 nk tny.ak nk pndg ko pn ssh.

ko taw2 je laa mata puan 2 liar semacam je.

ak da jwb ap yg ak taw.

gpn bknnye ak taw sgt nk jwb soalan 2.

2 pn men hentam je.

xtaw btol o salah.

ni tny smpy ak naek rimas.

nk wt keje pn x senang.

abs test 2 leh lak ko ckp

ak wt diam je ble ko tny !

ap ak ni ckp ngn tunggul ke mse test 2 ?!

bkn ckp ngn ko ke ?

ko asyk tnye ak je.

ble mse ak nk jwb soalan ak ?

kalo cm2 bia ak je laa jwb sume tuk ko.

pk laa cket.bkn ko sowg je yg test.

ak pn amk test gk.nk jwb test gk.

p jgn laa tny byk2 kli bnde yg ak da gtaw.

ak da gtaw ak ap yg ak taw.

mkne nye stkt 2 je laa yg ak taw.

mgigil 1 bdn sbb nk mrh sgt tyme 2.

p ak sbr lg.sbb kte pn duk lam hall lg.

gpn ak xnk jd bnde len lak.

ak xmrh ko nk mnx tlg ak.

p pk laa cket.ak pn kejar mse gk

tyme 2.nk jwb soalan lg.

nk pndg ko lg.

ak pnt laa cmni.ak xnk laa

ak sowg je yg usaha sume.

p ko xnk brubah pn.

kalo x dpt wt tuk test ni.

struggle laa lbh lg tuk final nnt.

x smstinye tyme final ak duk dkt ngn ko.

ko jgn laa wt smpy ak fed up ngn ko.

sbr ak pn ad had jgk.

ak tkot ak da pns ati ngn bnde len,,

ko lak tmbh ngn prangai ko,,

len lak jd nye nnt.

brubah laa k.ak ckp ni pn sbb ko kwn ak.

kalo ko xnk carry paper lg sem ni,,

struggle laa tuk final nnt k.

hope kte sme2 pass sume sbject sem ni.

i hate you !

These so called friends who let me down

Who made me feel as though I would drown?

My heart was broken, like a death to grieve,

These friends of mine, set out to deceive.

We had been friends for many years,

With much laughter, fun and tears,

We’d had good times, but that was past, 

Like many things they did not last.

They did not invite me,

The hurt they caused,

They did not ring or call, 

I think that just about say’s it all.

In my awful dark despair,

I really thought they would care,

A note, a card, or even some flowers,

But they were too mean to even use these powers.

They left me crying and so upset,

How could they, and yet,

“I’m alright” they probably said,

We don’t care, we’ll go ahead,

They carried on it did not matter,

They all went out for chatter,

No doubt to bitch, to stir and moan,

But they had left me, all alone.

When days were darkest, and self esteem so low,

They came through with flying colours,

These friends did not, that’s all that matters.

The pain they caused will not go away,

It cuts deep and strong to this day,

To put the phone down on me, screaming abuse,

To lie and try to cover up, Oh God, this is so obtuse.

I did not think I needed to explain,

But my questioning why? Fell in vain,

They tried to say I was over reacting,

They were going to invite me, but did not exactly!

How can people be so mean?

When I was always there so keen,

They did not deserve me as a friend,

I finally realized this in the end.

No peace in their lives will they ever find,

They let a friend down badly, not kind!

They bitched and moaned about each other,

This I will not miss, and don’t want the bother.

I am better, kinder, they will ever be,

Love, respect, they no longer have for me,

To me they are forever gone,

And in my life they no longer belong.

A dignified silence is all that remains,

I’m free now from all the pain,

I realize now they were not real friends,

But used me for their own selfish ends.

I really think they will, miss me,

But I’ve left them alone, and let it be,

I miss them not; it turns out in the end,

Be content with yourself, why defend?

Stand tall, be proud, have peace within,

It is only then you can begin 

To be content with the way you are,

Have faith in yourself your a shining star,

Do not let friends put you down,

Destroy your love; stamp it into the ground,

Do not put up with their moans and groans,

Settle this knowledge into your bones.

I am happy now and glad of heart,

That these friends and I are apart,

I’ve moved on now and left them behind, 

To each other they will never be kind.

To the rest of my life new friends have come,

Ones that you can really depend and rely on,

So take heed from my awful quest,

And remember, NEW friends really can be BEST

practical oh practical..

hurmm.esk da stat pract.

ouhh..xnk laa.

boring laa.evry sem pract.

nape laa dlu amk nurse ni.

huh.sabar ALEYA.

tggl staon je ag.

da nk abs daa.

now da sem 4..p cross

blmbak ag x amk.

adoi.smpt ke nk kejar sume 2.

ni yg ssh kalo wt bnde yg x mnat ni.

tggl lg 2 sem.2 pn ase

cm 20 taon ag.

ishh3.lmbt laa nk kawen cmni.

hahaha.wut ?? kawen?

i.A bkn lam mse 5 taon yg tdkat ni.

sowy k SAIFUL.awk tpkse tggu sy.

p fair n square laa kn.

sy tggu awk.n awk tggu sy.

huhuhu.

arghh.esk da stat keje.

bnci nye..sggp g class ag.

even tpkse kne dgr lect mbebel.

wlpn xde kaitan ngn ak pn,

tadah je laa telinga ni.

kalo x lg laa bising.

ckp sal pract ni,, sem ni

posting kt klinik kchatan kelana jaya.

2 weeks je pn.then g kajang blk.

msk labor room.

so 4 mggu ni men ngn baby je.

ske.ske.ske.huhu.

x sabar ah nk jmpe ngn baby2 2.

ntah2 asyk ngn baby smpy keje 

pn x wt.ouhh tidak aleya ,

jgn wt cm 2.hahaha.

p ble posting kt kajang nnt 

puan azlina da xde.

ntah spe yg jge ni.

x bez ah.nnt xde geng yg 

nk ngumpat sme2.bncinye.

tmbh ag kalo dpt yg skema abs.

cnfem ssh dpt cross ni.

nnt x psl2 lak ak kne extend.

huh.x sggp ak.huhu.

ble da g kajang nnt kak lisa pn da xde.

asl laa die kne posting tmpt len lak.

elok2 duk kajang kne tuka sg.buloh.

then tuka lg g selayang.

alaa kak,,xbez nye duk sowg2 kt sne.

huhu.p xpe kn.sem 6 nnt kt g 

preceptorship sme2 kn?kn?kn?

ishh..asl lak roomate ak ni snyp je.

cm ad yg x kne lak.huhu.

ak da wt ap lak.

adoi,, jgn laa cmni.

seksa jiwa raga batin ak.

kot ye pn bad mood jgn laa ak pn kne skali.

hurmm.ntahpapa ttbe je ckp sal die.

ntah.ase lonely kot.xde

owg nk ajk smbang.

xpe2.mlm msh ad.

hahaha.eh,, ak rndu ko lah, has !

:-*

nah awk,, sy post entry ni sbb awk.

wlpn sy xtaw nk post pe.

idea 2 x dtg ni.p awk nk sgt kn.

byk tol mse awk nk bce blog sy ni.

hahaha.

ehh,,

sayangawaklaa.

<3.

awk taw spe awk kn.haha

hepy bufdey 2 me,, hepy bufdey to me..

15 march 2011 genap lah

umo ak 20 taon.

da msk awl 20-an laa.

ase cm da tua da.

huhu.kn bez kalo xyh tua2 pn.

wuteva pn ak bsyukur pd Tuhan

coz smpy ari ni ak still lg

bnfas di bumi nya.

akak ak lak komplot ngn ank2

sdare ak wt surprise ari ni.

siyes tkezut gle ah. surprise p ase cm tharu sgt.

da laa dtg x gtaw.

ttbe ketok blik ak.

bkak je pntu tsmbul muka diowg.

siap bwk cake lg.

n sumbangkn suare sumbang

mereka tuh.

haha

xpe2.even suare x bez pn,

ak ttp tharu.

len kli leh wt lg kn.

hahaha.

ni je yg leh d upload.

pic2 bkn tuk tontonan umum.

hahaha.

xsdp mata mandang.

congrats SAIFUL ZAKARIA coz

jd owg 1st yg wish my bufdey.

even awl 1 ari pn.

ats sebabsebab ttntu sy time wish awk 2.

hahaha.

thnx kakcik,kakak,adeq,hyfa,hyqael

coz ssh dtg cni wlpn xtaw umh ak yg mne 1.

luv ue ols !

ske ati ak laa nk post ape pn kn ?

ak xtaw ap yg ak da wt.

ap salah ak.

yg ak taw ak xtaw pape.

ttbe je jd.

sume owg tny ak.

xtaw nk jwb ap.

owg len plek.

ak laaagii laa plek.

ak xtaw ap sbb ko da wt 

ak cmni.p xpe laa.

ak pn xnk pkse2.

n ak pn xnk thegeh2 kt ko.

bia laa ak ngn cara ak skrg.

n ak bhgia ngn idup ak kini.

sbb ko da xde lam idup ak.

cket pn ak x rugi.

p sgt2 untung.

ak x kaco ko.

ak x amk taw sal ko.

ak x sebok2 sal ko.

so xyh nk BUSYBODY sgt k.

ske ati ak laa nk ckp ap 

pn sal ko.mulut ak.

bknnye ak gne mulut ko.

hak ak.n ak pn x halang

ko nk ckp pape sal ak.

sbb ak taw mulut ko 2

bknnye btol sgt pn.

ble dgr suare ko je.

ak ase telinga ak ni bdesing

semacam je.ap lg kalo

nk tgk muka ko.

nsb baek ko da blah dr idup ak.

xyh laa ak nk tgk muka ko lg.

p siyes ak bnci gle ko

ckp bnde yg x btol sal ak.

B.E.N.C.I taw x ?

bodoh !

ckp ak lak yg salah.

da 2 salah ko spe nk ngaku.

bengong ke ap ko ni ?

nk kte x pndy ko mmg pndy.

even ko xpenah dpt d.L pn.

ak ngaku ak x pndy cm ko.

p ak pndy pk ap yg btol

n ap yg salah.

nsb baek ko da blah kn ?

xyh da ak nk jge ati ko lg.

sbb ko ni jenis x reti nk jge ati owg.

sbb ko igt ko 2 perfect 

n ko leh pndg rendah kt owg len.

syukur laa ble ko da xde.

ak cm da leh trik nfs lega da.

sangatsangatsangat.

n ak pn xperlukn owg cm ko 

lam idup ak.

ko mmg sesuai ngn cara ko skrg.

coz prangai 2 sebijik ah !

hahaha.

ak xde laa kejam sgt.

pape pn ak doakn ALLAH tnjukkn

kt ko ap yg btol n ap yg slh.

sbb ko xleh pk ngn btol kn.

hahaha.

blog ak.ske ati ak laa nk

kutuk ko ke ap kn ?

kalo x puas ati ko wt kt

blog ko sndr.

ak x kesah pn.

p btol ap yg owg ckp.

SAHABAT mmg ssh nk cri.

yg ad hnya lah kawan.

yg xlebih dr sowg teman.

yg hnya ad ble sng

n xde ble ssh.

syukur sgt2 sbb ko xde lnsg

lam sume2 tue.

n jika ko dtkdir kn kmbali

yg idup ak, 2 xlbh dr sowg

teman yg hnya ad apabila dprlukn.

sbb owg cm ko da xpntg

lam idup ak.

terima kasih YA ALLAH sbb 

da tnjuk kn ap yg benar kpdku.

dan semoga ALLAH merahmati hidupmu.

huh.da lme x update blog.

bz cket.sbtu ni ad prog lak.

siyes byk keje.p xpe laa

da nk sgt.so kne laa wt keje.

da abs program 2 leh laa

lepak cket.nk kte bz sgt 2 xde laa.

p mmg ad keje laa yg nk kne wt.

sacrifice laa cket kn.

owg len bleh.xkn laa ak xleh.

join bnde ni pn sbb ak 

sndr yg nk.xde owg

yg paksepakse pn.

huhuhu.

pape pn.siyes njoy.

xksah laa slalu ad meeting pn.

normal laa 2 kn.

arap2 xde probs ble kt sne nnt 

n flow pn smooth je.

n dak2 ni pn xde wt hal.

huhuhu.

arghh..x saba ah.

arap diowg kt sne pn njoy ari 2 nnt.

skrg ni kpale otak ni

cm tgngu cket ngn bnde2 yg

da xde kaitan ngn ak lg.

xpe laa.bnde da jd even bkn

ak sndr yg nk.ak pn

da mls nk pkpk lg.

lantak laa.

p skali da kaco ak

mmg kne laa.

2 jnji ak.mmg xkn idup tenang.

ase da xyh nk gtaw sal ap.

mmbe2 pn rmai yg da taw sal ni.

rmai yg tny smpy ak pnt nk jwb.

p xpe laa.

ak bhgia ngn idup ak skrg.




***************




esk diowg ni nk msk2 lg.
hahaha.
asyk mkn je kn.p xpe laa.
bkn slalu pn.
nmpk gaya nye kne kua 
bli brg ag plus nk bli brg2 ak cket.
xpe laa.jnji HAS ikt gk.
hahaha


nk msk pe eh?
diowg ni ckp nk wt sup ayam.
n chef nye ak LAGI ke ?
hahaha.
xkot.da pnt.nsb baek mkn ngn nsi.
cpt knyg cket.xyh nk msk bnde len da.
hahaha.
selamat duit ak !
2 yg pntg.hahaha.

kau selamanya

aku amat sayang kamu

dari dulu hingga kini

tak berubah ku terlena kerana mu

walau apa pun terjadi

aku setia menyayangi

diri kamukan berada dihatiku

kau insan teristimewa

dulu kini selamanya

kuterima kan dirimu

oh sayangku

kuharapkan kau pun begitu

sama-sama mencintai

oh...indahnya cinta ini

bersamamu...

terimalah

diriku seadanya sederhana

ku berserah kepada mu

Ya ILLAHI....

ouhh, awak

sy syg n cinta awk laa

hahaha

awk pn sme kn MR.SAIFUL ?                      

ishh..ble laa awk nk blk.

da lme x jmpe awk.

huhuhu

p awk ni jht laa.

ad ke ckp blog sy ni burok.

huhuhu.

sdey taw.

p xpe laa.at least sy

ad dr awk xde 2.

hahaha

wndu laa nk jmpe awk lg.

nnt blk cpt2 taw.

jgn lme2 sgt kt sne 2.

da stat cuti ni jgn nk stay lme2 kt sne.

hurmm.kejam kn sy ?

xde laa.sbb nk jmpe awk je.

sy dd8 lagu ni tuk awk.

pndy2 laa awk nyanyi sndr k.

:)

cinta bdk ni.haha

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu

Ku ingin kau jadi milikku

Ku ingin kau disampingku

Tanpa dirimu ku

Hanya manusia tanpa cinta

Dan hanya dirimu yang bisa

Membawa surga dalam hatiku

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku

Aku akan mencintaimu

Menjagamu selama hidupku

Dan aku kan berjanji

Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi

Ku akan setia disini

Menemani...

Sentuhanmu

Bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta

Yang berhiaskan bunga asmara

Dan membuatku tak kuasa

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku

Aku akan mencintaimu

Menjagamu selama hidupku

Dan aku kan berjanji

Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi

Ku akan setia disini

Menemani...

Di setiap arung gerak

Tersimpan di hati kecilku

Bahwa dirimu terindah untukku

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku

Aku akan mencintaimu

Menjagamu selama hidupku

Dan aku kan berjanji

Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi

Ku akan setia disini

Menemani...

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan

Selama ku masih bisa bernafas

Selama Tuhan masih mengizinkan

Ku ingin selalu menjagamu

ishh,, saya sayang awak laa.

xtaw laa nape.

sbb awk syg sy kot.

hahaha.

i love you sayang 

ehEmm....

hahaha.

ase cm nk edit blog.

p cm mls lak.

byk mse lg kn.

esk lusa mggu dpn bln dpn

pn leh wt ag.haha

ermm.kn da ckp.

awl2 ni mmg byk bnde

nk tulis.da lme2 nnt 

xde mkne nye.haha.

urghh.ak da addicted 

ngn blogging ni ?

asyek nk bkak je.

normal laa kn ?

br 1st day kte kn.

kan ? kan ? kan ?

huhuhu.

xmo laa.nnt xjd lak

ak nk wt keje len.

hahaha.da laa.

ad date ngn 

mr.NOVEL lak ni.

esk3 br smbg lg.

bye !

keluarga K.A.M.I

ermm..esk diowg nk msk2.

tmbh lak esk ktowg cuti.

tuk dak2 umh ktowg je.

sje2.ske2.leh eratkn lg

bonding ktowg kn.

gpn xpnh lg ddk mkn sme

sem ni.da nk abs sem pn.

da laa lps ni g pract lak.

lg laa xde mse nk 

duk mkn sme2.masing2

len shift n hosp.

ak cm biase laa kt hosp 

KAJANG TERCHENTA 2 lg.

hahaha.

xpe laa.gpn bez duk sne.

p kne g community 

kt kelana jaya dlu.

then br g kajang

ehh,, da lari topic lak.

td ckp sal mkn.

ni da kua sal len lak.

ermm.msk pe eh ?

diowg nk wt tom yam.

ak ok je.p sah2 laa ak yg

kne msk.coz awl2 lg ika da 

da suh ak. ahaks !

ermm.ase nk wt speghetti gk.

yg ari 2 pny ad ag.

prego pn ak da bli ari 2.

tggu nk wt je.

agk2 jd x ak msk esk ?

ntah laa.da lme x msk.

ntah2 da lpe.hahaha

ase2 ad x jd cmni ak msk esk ?

sdp gle kot udang 2.huhu

ni pn cm bez.ad ketam lg.

nk wt speghetti.

p tkot xde owg mkn lak.

x abs kang mbzir lak.

x psl2 rugi duit ak bli prego 2.

ahh,, xkre ah.

cmne pn kne abs gk.hahaha

cm bez je..haha

ase cm bez je esk ni.

ske gle ble tyme nk msk2 ni.

leh mkn byk2.

kalo bli kt bwh, amk 

byk cket je da kne byr mhl.

huhuhu.

pape pn x SABAR nk tggu esk.

1st dAy bl0gginG

haha.wt jgk ak ngn blog ni.

dlu ye2 je x nk wt..

p ats desakan mmbe2 ak..

ak wt jgk..

tmbh2 lg si e-one msr ni.

rahah pn sme.hahah.

sowy kowg.SENGAJE gne nme kowg.

bia femes cket.

act xtaw pn nk tulis pe.
wt bnde ni pn sje2 je.
xtaw nape gatal tangan lak ari ni.
myb ble tgk owg len ad blog..
sebok2 ak nk wt gk.


ak pn x ase yg ak akn slalu
on9 bnde alah ni.
apetah lg meng-update-kn
blog ak.
kalo tuk smggu dua 2 yela
kot rajin lg.
p lme2 of coz ak ase BORING.
da laa ak ni jenis yg cpt
boring ngn satusatu bnde 2.
hahaha.


fyi mybe akn ad post2 yg
leh wat someone 2 trase.
coz ak ni bknnye bdk baek
yg leh wt sume owg suka
hahaha.
bttr ak gtaw awl2 kn.
nnt xde laa trase sgt.
p ske ati ak laa nk tulis pe pn kn.
blog ak kn.
juz bce n diam je kalo xske
ngn post ak 2.
xyh sebok2 nk komen lak.
hahaha